Again

I can see it again

It is there

Teasing me

Urging me

Pleading me

To say something through it

We are suffering because of my silence

Years of silence

It wants me to speak, confess and listen

Speak the truth

Confess the unknown

Listen to the unheard

And then finally

We will move on

The feeling and I

Maze

Human life seems very much like a maze.
As we cruise along, take the turns and make our decisions, we know and truly believe that we are heading in the right direction, and then, we reach a dead end. We feel lost, defeated and yes, miserable. We take it as a momentary phase of stagnation. But, we do not stop believing. We do not give up. We will either find another way from where we got lost or return from where we started and try again.

Well Kai, just hang in there.

The knot

It started of as a heavily tangled, tight knot

We succeeded in loosening it bit by bit

After eons of struggle we thought we had achieved it

Just two simple detached lines

It did not stay that way for long

It tangled again

Worse than ever

Finally, we gave up

The knot won.

Now, there is this will to try again

Not to win

But,

To understand the knot

The know the reasons for it's refusal to comply

To give it the respect it deserves

And, then we will succeed

In straightening it out forever

After all,

It is nothing but two minds entwined in chaos

The knot.

Mind over Heart

These are things I believed in but somewhere to some extent I did loose my way. Not anymore.

What is more important to possess a clean mind or a "good" heart?
Clear thoughts or vague feelings? Reason or emotion?

In my opinion The Mind is the most beautiful and the most powerful creation.

To have an unpleasant mind and bitter thoughts and then try and compensate by showing feelings of sympathy and pity is pointless.

Emotions are good as long as they are not allowed to guide and rule out lives.

It is important to know than to feel.

Emotions and feelings are a temporary state of being. If I were to base my understanding of something on feelings and emotions then, I would be disrespecting the ability of my thoughts, my mind and the power to reason which almost all human beings possess.

I rather follow my mind than my heart.

Endeavor I

I was trying to solve some Brain Teasers

An effort to focus and regain my concentration

I succeeded in cracking a few

Kept going and then,

I came across the most

Complex

Exciting

Ming boggling

Heart wrenching

Brain Stretchers of all,




Life.

Seeking Stability

One moment
:)

The next
:(

One moment
:))

The next
(:\

One moment
(:&

The next
=)

One moment
!:)

The next
|-O

One moment
:[

The next
I-)

One moment
:D

The next
{:{

One moment
>: D

The next
( :+(

One moment
:*

The next
P)


The moment it dawned that stability is what is needed
:))

The next
:/

Now
|(

The 'L' Word

Love for another Human Being
a sense of happiness





Love for your work
a sense of identity





Love for nature
a sense of belonging





Love for an object
a sense of achievement





Love for yourself
a sense of self





Love
A sense of existence.

Art

A beautiful thought by Kai Verheijen.





"As long as the sorrow can be seen, light must be shining somewhere".

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