Saturday, September 29, 2007


I can see it again

It is there

Teasing me

Urging me

Pleading me

To say something through it

We are suffering because of my silence

Years of silence

It wants me to speak, confess and listen

Speak the truth

Confess the unknown

Listen to the unheard

And then finally

We will move on

The feeling and I

Tuesday, September 25, 2007


Human life seems very much like a maze.
As we cruise along, take the turns and make our decisions, we know and truly believe that we are heading in the right direction, and then, we reach a dead end. We feel lost, defeated and yes, miserable. We take it as a momentary phase of stagnation. But, we do not stop believing. We do not give up. We will either find another way from where we got lost or return from where we started and try again.

Well Kai, just hang in there.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

The knot

It started of as a heavily tangled, tight knot

We succeeded in loosening it bit by bit

After eons of struggle we thought we had achieved it

Just two simple detached lines

It did not stay that way for long

It tangled again

Worse than ever

Finally, we gave up

The knot won.

Now, there is this will to try again

Not to win


To understand the knot

The know the reasons for it's refusal to comply

To give it the respect it deserves

And, then we will succeed

In straightening it out forever

After all,

It is nothing but two minds entwined in chaos

The knot.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Mind over Heart

These are things I believed in but somewhere to some extent I did loose my way. Not anymore.

What is more important to possess a clean mind or a "good" heart?
Clear thoughts or vague feelings? Reason or emotion?

In my opinion The Mind is the most beautiful and the most powerful creation.

To have an unpleasant mind and bitter thoughts and then try and compensate by showing feelings of sympathy and pity is pointless.

Emotions are good as long as they are not allowed to guide and rule out lives.

It is important to know than to feel.

Emotions and feelings are a temporary state of being. If I were to base my understanding of something on feelings and emotions then, I would be disrespecting the ability of my thoughts, my mind and the power to reason which almost all human beings possess.

I rather follow my mind than my heart.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Endeavor I

I was trying to solve some Brain Teasers

An effort to focus and regain my concentration

I succeeded in cracking a few

Kept going and then,

I came across the most



Ming boggling

Heart wrenching

Brain Stretchers of all,


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Seeking Stability

One moment

The next

One moment

The next

One moment

The next

One moment

The next

One moment

The next

One moment

The next

One moment
>: D

The next
( :+(

One moment

The next

The moment it dawned that stability is what is needed

The next


Friday, September 07, 2007

The 'L' Word

Love for another Human Being
a sense of happiness

Love for your work
a sense of identity

Love for nature
a sense of belonging

Love for an object
a sense of achievement

Love for yourself
a sense of self

A sense of existence.

Thursday, September 06, 2007


A beautiful thought by Kai Verheijen.

"As long as the sorrow can be seen, light must be shining somewhere".

Tuesday, September 04, 2007