Sometimes

Sometimes
ten different people giving you ten different advices on the same subject at the same time surprisingly does not irritate you because you know they care

Sometimes
it's nobody's fault. Things move beyond who's right and who's wrong

Sometimes
someone comes to you for guidance and you feel as though you have been shown the way

Sometimes
a badly mixed drink, a simple coffee, a short drive and an ordinary conversation feels special

Sometimes
meeting people after 10 years feels as though nothing much has changed

Sometimes
the past comes back to try and haunt you, but this time you have finally moved on

Sometimes
it's not wrong to have expectations, just human

Sometimes
life seems stable. Almost.

A to Z

Art
Beautiful
Create
Dance
Earn
Fearless
Goal
Honest
Independent
Joy
Knowledge
Love
Mind
Nature
Orgasm
Passion
Quest
Reason
Self respect
Trust
Unique
Victory
Wisdom
X
Youth
Zenith


After months of frustration, stagnation, and to an extent self doubt this project seems to have finally shown some progress. More than the need for perfection there was a fear of making mistakes. There is still a long way to go but at least it's going somewhere.

Attractions

Distractions

Studying Anatomy

I have been trying to think of a creative way to learn and understand anatomy. Apart from the normal sketching it had become imperative for me to enjoy it as much as enjoy working on other projects. So I happen to think of a weird and kind of a funny way to make it interesting.
For instance,

Her frontal bone ached. She was tired and her left calcaneus, the heel bone was in pain. She felt as though her muscles would cease contractions, relax and make her faint. She placed her phalanges on her temporal bone and tried to think. Her heart was pumping blood at an enormous rate and she felt as though her brain strongly protected by the cranium would explode any moment. She closed her eyes and tried to remain calm.

He ran after her, his clavicle handsome and smoothly placed in the sternum in the front and elegantly curving at the back to join the scapula…

I am no writer but this would help me understand the human body a lot better. I will probably continue this later or come up with something else as and when the study progresses.

Laugh.

Affairs

Flirt with paper

Fall in love with the pencil

and

Tango with the mind.

Exam

What do we want to do with our lives?
Why do we want to do it?
How do we want achieve it?
Do we want continue doing it?

If we get our answers to the first three questions and are successful in executing them but give a negative response to the fourth by realizing that we do not want to continue with it, then the cycle starts again.

If we know the What then I think it is most likely we would know the Why, but not necessarily the How and this could leave the fourth question unanswered.

I am at a stage where I know the What and the Why but still working on the How, and once this is figured out then I know I would want to continue.

No failures in this exam unless of course if we give up.

So please keep trying.



I hope this made some sense.

Rush

Rush

It's amazing how 'it' is capable of causing pain at one time and pleasure at another

'It' is not a person

or a spot :)

or music



'It' is a thought

a thought that creates a feeling

a feeling of joy

a joy for existence.